Tuesday, September 9, 2008

ughh....school wouldnt be so bad if i didnt have to write papers and take exams....im tryna stay ahead of the game-lookin over notes and all. so far so good...but thats usually how it starts. then sumwhere along the way, i say ehh wutever and then i start to fall behind...not far behind, but i kno im slackin and not workin to the best of my abilities. sumtimes i question myself, like y did i pick my major? y didnt i pick sumthin easy (kinesiology iz my major)?? ( i started to major in dance cuz its my passion but thought i couldnt do much w/ it-sad huh?) i kno that no major iz easy, but its jus tuff sumtimes. dont get me wrong, i like my major (thats y i picked it) ive jus come to the realization that ill be graduating in a little over a year and i have no clue wut i wanna do......theres the grad school route and then theres the find a job route. ive been told by 2 advisors (ADVISORS!! PPL WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP U!!!!!) that i should try a new career path cuz my grades arent up to par (freshman yr wuz tuff). i kno theyre supposed to help me, and i guess they were "advising" me to give up or in better words find a new career path) it hurt me to hear them tell me that i couldnt do wut i planned on doin for the rest of my life, but if anything that jus makes me wanna try harder and prove them wrong. im the kind of person where if i see sumthin i want, imma go get it. like the family sed on meet the robinsons (great movie by the way lol) u gotta forget ur past and jus keep movin forward! lol they told me i couldnt get into PT school and be a physical therapist....15 yrs from now, theyre gonna be old and crippled and lookin for a physical therapist and ill make sure its me so i can knock em down and be like AND WUT! lls jk but i wont let anyone try to ruin my dreams. imma make sumthin good outta my life, i jus gotta keep movin forward and if anyone says anything to try and bring me down---its only gonna be my drive for me to work 10 million times harder and come out on top and prove them wrong cuz im jus the greatest person of all time lol i am great tho....

Saturday, September 6, 2008

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